Dear Lana,

I’m writing this letter to you as you are sound asleep on my chest. I know all too well that before I know it you will have too much energy to lay on your mama and I’m savoring each cuddle and opportunity to kiss your tiny head and soft cheeks.

It’s only been one month since you came into our lives yet I already can’t remember or imagine our family without you in it. It’s as though I needed you without even knowing it – our family feels complete.

When we first found out we were expecting again, I think both your dad and I were a tad nervous about having two kids! But mostly we were excited to experience double the love.

And when you arrived early in the morning on September 21, 2015, just like we expected our hearts grew double in size.  Right when you came out you let out the loudest cry and didn’t stop – I knew just then that you were going to be a feisty little one with a strong personality. So far you have proven me right. If you aren’t happy, you make it known! Dad and I call you our little bird because we hear your chirping all day long.

Even with your big personality, you are the sweetest little girl. You already take so much more than Grayson did at this young age – that boy loves you to pieces but also likes to “help” by throwing blankets and toys right on your face.  And you just take it in stride, part of you must know that it comes from a place of love. It warms my heart to think about the special relationship the two of you will share.

It also warms my heart to think about the relationship we will share. My mom (your Omi) has always been my best friend and biggest fan and I hope you know that I will always be your best friend, confidant and biggest fan too. I hope I can instill confidence in you to be everything you want to be and to go for everything you want out of life.

But don’t grow up too quickly sweet baby girl, I’m enjoying these precious snuggles far too much.

Love you always and forever,

MOM